A year ago today, was the hardest day of my life. And one I will never forget. I was so afraid of losing you, and I guess with good reason. (Just not the reasons I thought.) I still feel as strongly for you now, as I did that day. More in fact… But now I don’t feel sure of anything, accept my drive towards me, and the deep ache in my heart for you. I miss you so much.
I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.
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